3 days ago, a good friend of mine got married. I am very happy for her. This is it! for her. I cried....I told her I would. I cried because I was happy that this day arrived for her. I cried because I was sad...I remain to be single.
Anyway, the event was about her....I did my best to do my maid of honor duties, to make it stress free for her! We had fun especially when I saw our common friends...it was a great party! The food was good....very important for weddings. No bouquet and garter tossing....smart bride my friend, the guests were relaxed after that announcement. I did my best MOH speech, sans our other friend's advice to use the words 'big bird,' 'volcano,' and 'armor.' Hahahahaha! It was a sentimental speech....expressing everyone's sentiments for the bride to be safe wherever hubby takes her and whenever. My friend's husband can see and feel how much my friend is loved! Sniff! Such a memorable wedding....
So here I am...still single...nth boyfriend seemed pretty consistent...no marriage proposal in the nearest future....but he wants the things that comes after it. Not good enough for me...but I just cannot figure out why I still want to stick to this relationship. He knows I feel hurt...he knows its unfair for me...things like this make me feel uncertain. I am just not used to the next best thing. Is it time for me to make compromises? Geez....singlehood sucks...right now!
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